I will never know what had rot my heart it just came and went in the dark

Photos by Hannah Bacalla

BTS & Makeup by Michael Chavez
wearing Forever 21 tank, Terranova leggings, Monikapolitan cat-eye sunnies

These are the last shots from my shoot with Hannah. The sunnies just deserved a little attention, that's all. You can get them at Monikapolitan for a steal, its ridiculous.

My eyelids are falling as I'm typing this. The last few days I managed to paint my (new) walls, buy little things for the new place and unpack most of the boxes. I love my little corner up in the tree house, and when I'm done with it, it will be my little haven, my little hiding place away from reality. Tomorrow I am heading to the city for a little work, and a little play. I miss my wifey and we have lots to catch up on. The island is bustlin' with the pre-season preparations, anticipation of Halloween and turning this little sleepy island into techno island yet again. Quite a few things going on for me this season - excitement, confusion and sheer terror are the main emotions ruling my thoughts these days.. so much change in so little time - I almost feel like a brand new person. My social calendar is figuratively overflowing and I'm not complaining.. I have spent so much time lately enjoying cheap red wine and pasta with friends, its become some kind of therapy session for me. Nothing heals a wounded soul like other pure souls who gather with you to share their strength.

I have been asked if I would start my own SATC style blog, now that I am back on the singles market, and I had to laugh. Writing about sex in NYC is one thing, but on this island? I think it would be much too easy to figure out who I was talking about, and lets face it, it would just end up being more like a gossip girl column.. although I have to admit, the prospect of having some kind of empowered female voice to pick apart the jerks publicly, is one filled with temptation.. But don't worry boys, maybe another time. This girl is too busy to kiss and tell.

PS: What were the good interior design blogs again?

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